Posted by Sheila on July 20, 2002 at 07:42:07:
I am not looking for anything, other than to express my opinions and feelings. At one time I really enjoyed this BB and enjoyed the interaction. I feel I made BB friends and that connection has been very nice! I am split, I don’t want to lose touch with my friends I have made, but on the other hand, I feel I really took a constant beating, and really under those conditions, posting was not enjoyable anymore, it was difficult to rise above, and not that the person won, it just became a chore, life is certainly too short. My own family kept questioning me on why do I keep subjecting yourself to that? I began to feel foolish that I perhaps had become like ETG to be subject to such a strong response. Honestly it was embarrassing for me. I am gun shy to post anything really. The other part of this is I don’t belong here anymore, I grieved so deeply for my dad and he was the connection to Castlebar , I think I was hanging onto him by a thread through this BB and this connection helped me with the grief process. I think I can fly on my own now! You all have been so very kind to me, and I enjoyed the debate and communication. Celia again I am so happy for you, I can rest easy knowing you have found home! If any would like to e-mail me you can at email@example.com ********NOTE change the a after g to an o in my name before the @ cut down on that “Spam scan”.